I can't even remember what I had wanted to blog.

I'm just so bored out of my mind right now and this is the only reason I hate holidays because I have absolutely nothing to do and I'm so bored out of my mind because Singapore is so bloody boring oh my god. I find that things don't excite me anymore. I guess that's the problem with this generation. So many things are given to us, we don't find any excitement in anything anymore. (It's kinda hard to blog whilst watching TV because my mind is split in half and I can't concentrate but I have so much things on my mind so I guess I'm gonna off the TV) I mean yes, things still excite me like going on holidays and stuff like that but it's so temporary. I used to draw so much excitement from holidays but right now I wish there was school just without the classes and work, maybe. I just need some kind of excitement or fun or something in my life. I was just watching Teen Cribs a while ago and they have such nice houses with bowling alleys and tennis courts and arcades and outdoor BBQ pits. At least they have activities to do when they're at home. All I have is a TV and a computer. (Oh my god I sound like such a spoilt brat psh) It also totally does not help that my period decides to come on the first week of the holidays otherwise I'd be by the pool enjoying life instead of sitting here and blogging. The weather is beautiful today, why oh why does my uterine lining needs to tear? (Is that even correct? Sorry, Physics student here) I think I'm so bored I might even resort to doing homework. No, what is this world coming to? Well actually I do have a plan for today, I just need to sun to move to the other side of my condo a little so that there's no sun shining on my balcony so that I may sit there and enjoy a cup of tea and cake and read a book. (I'm so English like yeah) Yes, this is why I hate Singapore. Because you don't get to enjoy stuff like going to the beach (the beach here sucks ass) or enjoying a cup of tea in the garden or like have an Al Fresco lunch and take in the view or anything! Anything besides watching TV or playing the computer. I don't even know what I'm saying anymore. I'm just rambling on and on and on and I should probably stop now.

I have Your Demise as my laptop wallpaper and every time I start up my computer, I just get so excited because I see my wallpaper and I get reminded that they are coming to Singapore in March 2011! Fingers X'd that they come during the March holidays, please. And that they do not play in a club and that ticket price is decent and that I'd be able to stand in the first row. Wish there were more gigs in Singapore like in the UK. Then I won't have to rack my brains on what to do everyday. I just need to get out of Singapore oh my god. I was planning to head to town to get the new issue of Rocksound (Bring Me The Horizon on the cover fyeah!!!!) but I decided not to because I'm going to town tomorrow with Kiana and Dione (ultra long story, I shall save you the misery of reading it) so I'm here bored out of my mind. I do hope they still have it though, pretty afraid it gets sold out because I presume there are quite a number of BMTH fans in Singapore. I just need today to be over and my next two days are settled and I'll deal with the other two days when they come. I think my brain works faster than my hands. Because I tend to skip from one topic to another and to another and to another and I can't even follow myself and I know I had typed this in a previous blog post, what is my life.

I think I have a tiny crush on this cute guy in church. Ever since teens service started I got to see him more often and he's so adorable and he smiled at me last Saturday and I was like flying~ So fly like a G6~ But I'm not going to this year end's church camp and I assume he's going because he always seems to be going so I'm a little sad I guess. Oh, and I got to know this girl better. Her name's Cordelia (I think, I can't really remember, oh god I feel like such a bad person) and she's from Vanessa's other cell and she's really nice and she has a pretty good taste in music I must say. And there's another girl called Cheryl. She's cute lol (that sounded so creepy) and I don't know the other girls' name (lol Jiaying you're a really bad person y'know that?) Yes I know, now stop reminding me. I guess V's kind ok and not ok nowadays. Like she tends to text in this tone which I do not like and she's a little coercive (is there even such a word? Ok, there is, I just googled it) and I don't like it. I just really feeling like punching her in the face and screaming at the top of my voice sometimes but obviously I haven't because someone advised me to respect authority and I did but oh my god I wish she would stop being so ___ (I can't put it into words) and maybe start being a little more caring? I don't know. I keep getting the feeling that she doesn't seem to care. I mean she's nice and everything but like, I don't know, I miss Sharmaine.

This might just be the longest post I have EVER written in my entire time. My money's on no one is going to bother to read this. I am now going to go window shop at online US stores because the US dollar is low and so this is the best time to buy stuff. Then I'm going to get off the computer and do something productive.

Peace out. X.