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And I'll walk on these four walls
Sunday, January 30, 2011 8:08:00 PM

Is it just coincidence that my 'You are such a cunt' post happens to be a milestone post? Jussayin'. I'd usually start up the computer to blog but I am currently trying to finish up diplomacy for the Social Studies test tomorrow and I'm kinda lazy. It is quite tedious to type so much on my Blackberry so the odds are I might not finish this post.

So, this week. Busy, as usual, but a midweek chat with my mom really helped me to release everything. I'm feeling much better and more positive now. It's tough trying to balance between studying and relaxing without doing to much of either. Baked cookies today, so that counts as something :) Cookies were kinda failed though cause my crystal decor melted in the oven. But they are still yummy! Just not quite appealing in the look department lol. And as I predicted, I did not finish the post on my Blackberry. I am amazing in human form.

Church yesterday was intense. The message preached spoke to me quite a bit and I ran up for altar call. But why did you not touch me God? Everyone around me was broken and I felt someone touch me and in that instant tears started flowing. But it left as soon as it came. I found it so hard to concentrate/focus and I was just pleading but no voice returned. Tough. I don't know what to do anymore. But cell was enjoyable and I love my cell mate jussayin'. Amanda W is so cute.

Oh my god I know I had so much to blog about just now but I can't seem to remember anything now I hate this this sucks.