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Emeralds hold no hope
Sunday, April 10, 2011 6:22:00 PM

http://29.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_kwezf4hMIC1qarwngo1_500.jpg

They make such a cute couple, I swear.

On second thoughts, it's quite creepy to have this picture on my blog but they really are very cute together and she's so gorgeous. I just happened to have stumbled across her Tumblr and browsed through it and she seems like a real sweetie pie. Ok, this is not the point of this post. The point of this post is that her boyfriend is 8 years her seniors and I find it amazing that relationships where there's pretty wide age gap between both parties can actually work out. I mean I know it can work out but I've never actually seen it with my own eyes. Does that make sense? They seem so sweet and in love and it's so cute. Besides that, it has really got me thinking.

I can't really see myself with a guy who's the same age as me. I'm pretty matured for my age therefore I don't think I relate well with my peers, much less guys. I definitely relate better to people who are older than me but the thing is people don't actually try to get to know you. They actually judge you by your age therefore most of the older people don't actually want to get to know me because they think I'm too young to understand things. Well, I do. But because of this I think that I will never be able to date someone older because they'll never give you a chance. They'll just jump to the conclusion that you're too young for them. However, I thank God for those who actually took a step to get to know me. I enjoy talking to me a lot even if it isn't frequent. But back to the point. So seeing this actually gives me some kind of a little hope, I guess? I think I actually would want to date someone older than me. Well of course not 20 years older but you get my drift.

I really want to fall in love soon. Falling in love is actually quite enticing right now. Ok maybe not right now seeing as I have a major exam this year end but soon perhaps. I don't know, I kind of like the idea of having someone to love and have that person love you back and doing fun shit together and cuddling and always having that shoulder to lean on and holding hands and mushy shit like that. Because I'm a sucker for romance.

Can my gut instinct even be trusted anymore? I used to have pretty damn accurate gut instincts but now I can't tell whether it's just me or it's true.