I want to fall in love soon. I like the idea of being in love. I like the idea of knowing that there is someone there who loves you for who you are, be it temporarily or forever. I like that there will be someone that I can always call upon, day or night, rain or shine. I like that that person will be a physical being, that I can cry on his shoulder when I'm feeling down or even cuddle up to him anytime. I like physical affection way too much. He can stay over, or vice versa, and I'll sleep feeling so secured with his arms around him. Then we will wake up in the morning and cuddle in bed, watch a movie and simply laze around because we can't be bothered to get our lazy asses out of bed. On nice sunny days, we can have a picnic or we can hang by the pool and soak in the sunshine and the presence of each other. On rainy days, we'll just stay in and cuddle in bed, watch a movie or bake/cook something. We'll have intelligent conversations sometimes and stupid debates at other times. He'll make me laugh when I'm crying and listen me out when no one else does. I just need someone.

This has been a very needy and gay post. I promise never to do this ever again.